"It was because Damerosehay did not change that in this chaotic, tumbling, terrifying world it was a place of such comfort."
- from Elizabeth Goudge's The Herb of Grace (1948)
Last week I'd felt the urge to re-read The Bird in the Tree, and now I'm reading this one, the second in the set of three. When I came upon the above sentence, I realized that is why I read certain novels again and again. It's non-fiction that I tend to pick up "new". It seems to me that if a book speaks strongly or deeply to you, there is a reason for it, and it's up to you to pursue that. Get out of it everything you are supposed to, although that makes it sound so much like use, when it's really like a drinking more and more deeply of something nourishing. Hopefully, anyway.
The liturgical year turns and today we are in the feast of Corpus Christi. Our church sits right at a busy intersection, and when it's not raining we go outside after mass and process around the property, stopping at four altars set up along the way. Often it's hot out, and I find it hard to stand in the bright sun but today we are having a really strong wind (which is delightful, I think!) and partly cloudy conditions which kept things comfortable. But as for proper June temperatures - we just don't have them. It should be in the seventies, and it's not, nor is it going to be, according to the forecasts. But I realize I'm often complaining about the weather over here. (sorry)
I made a simple dinner of chicken thighs, marinated in plenty of lemon juice, olive oil, smoked paptrika, garlic, salt and pepper, and baked at a high temp till done. Which took longer than the recipe said, but I don't like slimy chicken. But it was easy, after not falling asleep until two, and getting home from church much later than usual.
After seeing the rabbits often, lately I don't see them at all and I wonder if they've had babies. But there was one in my garden the other day, in one of the beds I'm not using at the moment, eating some weedy stuff. The garden is anything but neat, but if the creatures like it, perhaps it's not a weed
"But Sally did not want to be set free for anything, for it was living itself that she enjoyed. She liked lighting a real fire of logs and fir-cones and toasting bread on an old-fashioned toaster. And she liked the lovely curve of an old staircase and the fun of running up and down it. ... It's my stupid brain, she said to herself. I like the leisurely things, and taking my time about them."

I also return again and again to favourite books. What a comfort they are and often at each re-reading they offer up new insights. I also think that as I age and go through different trials and experiences I understand the books more thoroughly. We are in Slovenia at present and therefore missing out on church services. There is a very pretty church close to the hotel we are staying in which is Catholic of course. I have often been tempted to attend Mass when abroad just to sit at the back but haven't had the courage.
ReplyDeleteThey wouldn’t throw you out, Clare. ☺️ But yes, the well-loved stories are deep, and they keep giving. I thought you must be on holiday; how nice. xo
DeleteCommiserations on your weather. We are having a lot of rain. I don't particularly like a lot of rain, but I do like the cool, cloudy days that go with it, and the headache free days I often enjoy in that sort of weather.
ReplyDeleteRe-reading books is good! And we are certainly having good reading weather here at the moment! :)
It was much better today, Lynda. So, you get less headaches when it's damp and rainy? How different we all are. :(
DeleteThe quote about leisurely things reminds me of last night when I was washing the dishes, I was thinking about why I prefer to wash them by hand instead of in the dishwasher. One reason is that the dishwasher is more limiting and restrictive, I am freer washing in the sink, where I don't have to figure out the placement as though it were a brain teaser.
ReplyDeleteI have to take more time, but it feels leisurely, and at the end, I have washed each item myself, and know that it is clean. I don't like trusting the machine to do the work, because it's not reliable. Also when the dishes are being washed in the dishwasher, they are unavailable to me, so I feel like the machine has the upper hand.
Maybe all this has nothing to do with the quote, except in my mind :-)